Wish I, I Wished.

Wish I'd eaten something for breakfast this morning.
Wish I'd left a minute earlier and gotten the train I just missed.
Wish I hadn't accidentally missed my station because I was too sleepy to pay attention.
Speaking of which,
Wish I'd slept early last night.

Wish I'd bought that Tuna sandwich.
Wish I'd picked up that extra complimentary pair of free headphones.
Wish I hadn't left an important valuable on that counter, absentmindedly.

Wish I'd paid more attention...
..to everyone and everything.
Wish I'd been smarter, wiser.
Wish I hadn't worn my heart on my sleeve.
And to the advice that told me to stay away and run as fast as I possibly could, wish I'd paid more heed.

Wish I didn't know...
Didnt know then, didnt know now.
Wish I hadn't seen the way you looked at me...
Looked at me then, looked at me now.
Wish I hadn't fought for the love I believed I wanted
But rather lived with the love I knew I had.

Wish I stood my ground for what truly...truly mattered.
Wish I hadn't seen the side of you, or me, that almost completely broke me.
Almost.
Wish I didnt know all the things I know about you...
...like a keeper to your Fidelius Charm.
Because it makes me sick to my stomach to know now, that I'm not the only one.

Wish I could still have it in me, to love you the way I did.
But the answer, after months and months of searching, is that I dont.
I Don't Love You Anymore.
And I wish, every single day, that I could just pluck up the courage to let you know.

So many wishes, all left unsaid.
All left undone.